everything you've ever said to me is in a form.. a resume for the heart .. i'll look it over and over and coldly reject all yr attempts at human decency. well can't you see? time is killing me. some thrown up verses talked out through songs and postcards that never get to where they're going. and life is short but that doesn't make it from seeming so long... on the axis of all that's wrong i fucking break down and build myself up simultaneously. i'm so sick of you, sick of her, sick of him.. sick of everyone. well forget me nots remember the bad memories too and why do i feel so empty..? even words don't fill me up anymore. this hunger for something more beautiful dictates my days and my calendar is filled with boys and candy from strangers.. television screens and static. and wishes that i'll never make and eyes that see through the thickest disguise.. and a love only found in the summertime.. i'm full of caution and hatred and it's all yr fault.

&she would cry LIAR LIAR!

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