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it's not love it's a grave 2003-06-20 and it's one day to freedom because i align myself with the right side so i can always declare victory but never defeat. because in a world with such elite romances there is always an unfulfilled hope that the electric sky will open up and swallow you whole JUST LIKE LOVE. +++just between you &me i cannot stand the static anymore. it's when black and white blur together to create a negated existence that i grab my gun and my make-up and proclaim, "oh honeyhoneyhoney YOU NEVER KNEW ME AT ALL." &you'll hold out yr hands &there are my bullets (words i never got to use) like "hate" and "awful" and "disaster". so i shoot myself instead.. &it's all ATTENTION ATTENTION this is not a photocopied love a repeat of yesterday.. i want the future not the past i want to burn all my bridges and never look back. stop me i dare you dive in front of my mouth as i shoot words into yr bulletproof vest of failures because i'm not as transparent as i used to be I'M NOT A LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE (i've just got a little girl's heart) but i now have no conscience and no fucking limits to exceed so i AM fucking queen supreme.words are like matches they ignite and burn like the little light i found glowing in my childhood heart the day that i met you (my king) so i pull yr hand &manipulate romance into a tangible vacancy &we step onto the throne hand in hand mine holding yrs sososo tightly because i know you'll run away like all little boys do they see i'm more of an awful stepmother than the beautiful queen because i am so set on heartbreak i cannot live without falling apart in a different boys hands every month.it's not love IT'S A GRAVE |
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