my hands stand still as the cold moonlight steals all their nervousness and i want so badly for you to see i'm beautiful but beauty escapes definition so you check in make sure i'm ok.. well fuck honey, i'm not ok i never ever was. all i am is a tired map that gives out false directions to my own heart i am a book that's been editted to read words that will most satisfy the public and win awards... and i lie perfectly still but that's the only thing i do that's perfect. the way i freeze like a deer trapped in headlights the way i forget to breathe around you forget to say goodnight and maybe we'll end up like those two lovers.

one dead and the other one dying.

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