early september
2003-06-06

i am feeling a little empty, so he said, "come on baby i'll fill you up, just give me yr life and yr heart." and i said no, i'm scared.. and it went back and forth until we were both so exhausted from the finalization of our demise. and i was with him the day he bleached his hair and we looked at how it changed the years.. i kissed him and it tasted like poison.. it's a taste i will never forget. to think he could have easily killed me with one quick moment in the eternity of our memories. i choked back the tears and wanted more more more. more poison, more death, more love. and
o o p s.
i forget to forget you. arrows point the way out to my heart, but i guess you just got confused.. because i would have easily let you in. and i swear, the next boy who breaks my heart, i will love forever.

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