and maybe she was doing something right because when she finally called him, all it took was several convincing i miss you's to win back his love. and he confessed that he never took his mind off of her and she laughed because that's just the type of thing he would say.

and
then
her
heart
broke.

he said, "i love you but you left me and if you come back you'll do it again.. i won't stand for an uncommitted love but dear please don't think i never cared for you i loved you more than i ever loved myself.. the words just pour out like floods from my pen when i think about you. i'm so inspired everytime i see you that i just can't stand it anymore."

(cue dramatic pause)

"so this is my final goodbye."

and
he
hung
up
the
phone.

(she was left with a sad dial tone and she buried her pretty face in the pages of his notebook and the words bled through her skin and stained her soul where they're still present today. and if you look real hard you can hear the tears crash down and crush her dead heart)

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